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Went to the Bozeman gun show yesterday. Got there way too early so i had about two hours to kill. It was almost a hundred degrees and I needed a place to be cool, onobtrusive, and highly amused or entertained. Solution? WalMart!

I used to say that CostCo was the best thing to hit the preparedness market since the MRE. No longer. Personal quartermaster thy name is SuperWalMart.

So Im wandering through WalMart with ZeroVision(tm) fully active…you know, looking for foods that have long shelf life, convenient durable packaging, etc, etc. And I found a very promising product.

Some background: instant milk sucks. No matter how you mix it, it always tastes horrible. One of the reasons is because all the dehydrated instant milk you find is low-fat, and frankly low fat milk tastes like crap even when you get it out of a carton. Thats when I noticed this in the 'Ethnic/Mexican food/ section. Notice the label carefully: WHOLE milk. Yes, WHOLE milk…complete with , as the label says, 26% milk fat. So its real milk..not that lowfat crap. This is a product that, as it turns out:

is a dry whole milk product that is commonly sold in the Middle East. It is marketed as a way for adults and children to get the nutrition of milk when fresh milk is not available. In Middle Eastern cooking, it is incorporated into many dishes that call for goat milk. Nido is finer in texture than regular dry milk, lending a creamier consistency to casseroles, sauces and puddings.

Nutritional data? No sweat: http://www.dietfacts.com/html/items/19100.htm

Shelf life? About two years. Price is , out of WallyWorld, $2.78 for enough to make approx. 13 8-oz. servings…so about a gallon. A larger container (about 2-3#) is available also. Container is a cardboard drum with metal bottom and a faoil 'pull away' top..much like what you get when you buy cool-aid or gatorade.

I tend to not drink milk but I really want to like this product for cooking purposes. Between dehydrated eggs and dehydrated whole milk, I've got a good part of my dairy needs met. I'll be trying this stuff out tonight in a very simple test: using it with instant potatoes. But, I also want to try mixing it with Tang to make orange smoothee type drinks as well as things like pudding, cream sauces and that sort of thing.

By the by, this is a Nestle product, “Nestle Nido”, bar code is 0 28000 78645 8. Nestle doesnt have much about it on their website but apparenty Spanish and Arabic food specialty places may be your best bet on it. Several internet grocers seem to be carrying it. I bet a WalMart near any Spanish part of town would carry it as well as some bodegas.
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Although I usually carry the Glock in a Bianchi #19L holster, I've come to the conclusion synthetic is the way to go with the Glock. While at the show I saw an injection molded number made by Blade-Tech, The Kydex was twice the money but it didnt have this very nice belt attachment device, and I figured for $20 I couldnt go wrong. We'll see how it works out.
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Ran into Militia Of Montana has-been John Trochman. John may or may not be 'active' in whatever remains of the militia movement but theres no doubt he's active in the sales division of it….he had a dozen tables selling everything..mostly books, vidoes, first aid gear, and my favorite – parachute flares. Which reminds me, a guy was selling 40mm white star parachute flares for usein M203's. If I had something that launched 40's I'd have gotten some.
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I'm jazzed about trying this new milk product. Details to follow.

Went to the Bozeman gun show yesterday. Got there way too early so i had about two hours to kill. It was almost a hundred degrees and I needed a place to be cool, onobtrusive, and highly amused or entertained. Solution? WalMart!

I used to say that CostCo was the best thing to hit the preparedness market since the MRE. No longer. Personal quartermaster thy name is SuperWalMart.

So Im wandering through WalMart with ZeroVision(tm) fully active…you know, looking for foods that have long shelf life, convenient durable packaging, etc, etc. And I found a very promising product.

Some background: instant milk sucks. No matter how you mix it, it always tastes horrible. One of the reasons is because all the dehydrated instant milk you find is low-fat, and frankly low fat milk tastes like crap even when you get it out of a carton. Thats when I noticed this in the ‘Ethnic/Mexican food/ section. Notice the label carefully: WHOLE milk. Yes, WHOLE milk…complete with , as the label says, 26% milk fat. So its real milk..not that lowfat crap. This is a product that, as it turns out:

is a dry whole milk product that is commonly sold in the Middle East. It is marketed as a way for adults and children to get the nutrition of milk when fresh milk is not available. In Middle Eastern cooking, it is incorporated into many dishes that call for goat milk. Nido is finer in texture than regular dry milk, lending a creamier consistency to casseroles, sauces and puddings.

Nutritional data? No sweat: http://www.dietfacts.com/html/items/19100.htm

Shelf life? About two years. Price is , out of WallyWorld, $2.78 for enough to make approx. 13 8-oz. servings…so about a gallon. A larger container (about 2-3#) is available also. Container is a cardboard drum with metal bottom and a faoil ‘pull away’ top..much like what you get when you buy cool-aid or gatorade.

I tend to not drink milk but I really want to like this product for cooking purposes. Between dehydrated eggs and dehydrated whole milk, I’ve got a good part of my dairy needs met. I’ll be trying this stuff out tonight in a very simple test: using it with instant potatoes. But, I also want to try mixing it with Tang to make orange smoothee type drinks as well as things like pudding, cream sauces and that sort of thing.

By the by, this is a Nestle product, “Nestle Nido”, bar code is 0 28000 78645 8. Nestle doesnt have much about it on their website but apparenty Spanish and Arabic food specialty places may be your best bet on it. Several internet grocers seem to be carrying it. I bet a WalMart near any Spanish part of town would carry it as well as some bodegas.
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Although I usually carry the Glock in a Bianchi #19L holster, I’ve come to the conclusion synthetic is the way to go with the Glock. While at the show I saw an injection molded number made by Blade-Tech, The Kydex was twice the money but it didnt have this very nice belt attachment device, and I figured for $20 I couldnt go wrong. We’ll see how it works out.
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Ran into Militia Of Montana has-been John Trochman. John may or may not be ‘active’ in whatever remains of the militia movement but theres no doubt he’s active in the sales division of it….he had a dozen tables selling everything..mostly books, vidoes, first aid gear, and my favorite – parachute flares. Which reminds me, a guy was selling 40mm white star parachute flares for usein M203’s. If I had something that launched 40’s I’d have gotten some.
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I’m jazzed about trying this new milk product. Details to follow.

Wilson Combat, AR brakes, shotgun mag followers

Originally published at Notes from the bunker…. You can comment here or there.

The girlfriend ordered up some shotgun parts from Wilson last week or so and they arrived today. I was messing around with her shotgun the other week and noticed there was no spring pressure against the rounds in the magazine. Very bad. The follower was binding up against the inside of the mag tube. It seems that many recent made Rem 870's have two 'dimples' pressed into the end of the mag tube. These dimples prevent the follower from coming out of the mag tube when you unscrew the end cap. This also means that if you screw on an extended magazine the follow will not be able to use the additional length. THe obvious solution is to simply drill out the two indentations. No problem. Usually. Depending on how good a job you do there can still be problems. To make sure that this isnt going to be a problem at all, we orderd up a handfull of Wilson high visibility followers. Theyre about $6 each and are a more rigid plastic and slicker than the factory OEM followers. Should make a big difference.

While going through the catalog I noticed that they do AR work, including adding flash supressors and muzzle brakes. Ah!!!

The girlfriend'as AR's are both post ban models (but not post-post ban which would = pre-ban). One has a bare muzzle and the other has the most obnoxious muzzle brake ive ever been exposed to. (Y-comp by Bushmaster). Every time I shoot it, its like someone sneezed in my face…theres a concussive wave that blows my hairline back. Its incredibly obnoxious. I figured we'd have to get new uppers. Nope. I called Wilson and told 'em what we had and could they remove the 'permanently attached muzzle brake', thread the barrel for the normal 1/2×28 TPI and put on an A2 birdcage. The answer? “Sure.” Cost would be about $59.95 + $15 labor. So $75…cheaper than a new upper. Then we can, at our leisure, put on an A@ birdcage or a Vortex. My backup Ar (”Plan B”) has a 'AK type' brake on it but Ive never had problems with it and rather like it, so I'll leave it as is. I've fired it at night and see no discernable difference in its suppression ability versus the A2 birdcage.

While flipping through the very, very nice Wilson catalog I cant help but notice the spare parts and whatnot. Im not paying $1400 for a 1911 but I could use some spare magazine tube springs, sling attachments and a few other nice little gimmicks.

So, lesson for today – if youre stuck with a post-ban AR barrel you can get it 'normalized' by Wilson for about $75. No FFL needed since youre only sending the upper, not the serial numbered lower.

Wilson Combat, AR brakes, shotgun mag followers

The girlfriend ordered up some shotgun parts from Wilson last week or so and they arrived today. I was messing around with her shotgun the other week and noticed there was no spring pressure against the rounds in the magazine. Very bad. The follower was binding up against the inside of the mag tube. It seems that many recent made Rem 870’s have two ‘dimples’ pressed into the end of the mag tube. These dimples prevent the follower from coming out of the mag tube when you unscrew the end cap. This also means that if you screw on an extended magazine the follow will not be able to use the additional length. THe obvious solution is to simply drill out the two indentations. No problem. Usually. Depending on how good a job you do there can still be problems. To make sure that this isnt going to be a problem at all, we orderd up a handfull of Wilson high visibility followers. Theyre about $6 each and are a more rigid plastic and slicker than the factory OEM followers. Should make a big difference.

While going through the catalog I noticed that they do AR work, including adding flash supressors and muzzle brakes. Ah!!!

The girlfriend’as AR’s are both post ban models (but not post-post ban which would = pre-ban). One has a bare muzzle and the other has the most obnoxious muzzle brake ive ever been exposed to. (Y-comp by Bushmaster). Every time I shoot it, its like someone sneezed in my face…theres a concussive wave that blows my hairline back. Its incredibly obnoxious. I figured we’d have to get new uppers. Nope. I called Wilson and told ’em what we had and could they remove the ‘permanently attached muzzle brake’, thread the barrel for the normal 1/2×28 TPI and put on an A2 birdcage. The answer? “Sure.” Cost would be about $59.95 + $15 labor. So $75…cheaper than a new upper. Then we can, at our leisure, put on an A@ birdcage or a Vortex. My backup Ar (“Plan B”) has a ‘AK type’ brake on it but Ive never had problems with it and rather like it, so I’ll leave it as is. I’ve fired it at night and see no discernable difference in its suppression ability versus the A2 birdcage.

While flipping through the very, very nice Wilson catalog I cant help but notice the spare parts and whatnot. Im not paying $1400 for a 1911 but I could use some spare magazine tube springs, sling attachments and a few other nice little gimmicks.

So, lesson for today – if youre stuck with a post-ban AR barrel you can get it ‘normalized’ by Wilson for about $75. No FFL needed since youre only sending the upper, not the serial numbered lower.

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In a nice bit of irony, moving water storage barrels is …well…thirsty work.

The barrels, being new, needed some cleaning 'justin case'. A bucket with a couple gallons of boiling water, a healthy dose of baking soda, slosh around well and -presto- clean smelling…..mmmmmm.. A rinse with some bleach to make sure and we're good to go. Now the fun part.

Set the barrels on the deck, fill, wrestle onto a hand truck, strap 'em down, and haul them down a flight of stairs to the bunker. That was NOT fun but it didnt take long. I have the barrels sitting on top of milk crates to keep them off the floor so I can keep an eye on them. Over the next few days I'll check them periodically to make sure they dont leak. These, by the way, were 15 gallon 'blue barrels'. Thats 120# water in each one.

Discovered that its very easy to goober up the caps that go on these things if your wrench isnt sized perfectly…so, I'm going to head over to Nitro-Pak and order a few spare bung caps (make your own joke) and a better wrench than the one I have now.

On the bright side, in addition to the many 5-gallon containers and cases of bottled water, I now have a couple of nice 15-gallon drums of potable water sitting safely in storage.

Thus did Zero do his Deed For The Day.

In a nice bit of irony, moving water storage barrels is …well…thirsty work.

The barrels, being new, needed some cleaning ‘justin case’. A bucket with a couple gallons of boiling water, a healthy dose of baking soda, slosh around well and -presto- clean smelling…..mmmmmm.. A rinse with some bleach to make sure and we’re good to go. Now the fun part.

Set the barrels on the deck, fill, wrestle onto a hand truck, strap ’em down, and haul them down a flight of stairs to the bunker. That was NOT fun but it didnt take long. I have the barrels sitting on top of milk crates to keep them off the floor so I can keep an eye on them. Over the next few days I’ll check them periodically to make sure they dont leak. These, by the way, were 15 gallon ‘blue barrels’. Thats 120# water in each one.

Discovered that its very easy to goober up the caps that go on these things if your wrench isnt sized perfectly…so, I’m going to head over to Nitro-Pak and order a few spare bung caps (make your own joke) and a better wrench than the one I have now.

On the bright side, in addition to the many 5-gallon containers and cases of bottled water, I now have a couple of nice 15-gallon drums of potable water sitting safely in storage.

Thus did Zero do his Deed For The Day.

War Of The Worlds

Originally published at Notes from the bunker…. You can comment here or there.

In terms of reviewing the movie as a whole, which isnt really what this post is about, I'd say it was okay. Definitely did a great job of keeping the stress on. My interests were more in the aspects of the characters situations and how they relate to my own anticipated situations.

Freaky lightning storm, lotsa mysterious rumblings in the ground, all electrical devices fail AND ALL THE CARS STOP DEAD IN THEIR TRACKS. That last little tidbit just screams EMP and since the usual cause of EMP is something bad, once I felt the ground rumble and start thinking EMP I'd be running my ass back into my house and getting my gear together. Like, five minutes ago. There is no benign EMP.

Cruise yells for his kid to put some food together. They stuff a cardboard box with, basically, condiments. Brilliant. No backpack? Who is gonna haul a cardboard box around in a crisis? I dont know about you but I want my hands free. And you can bloody well bet I'd have 'real food' to pack..freeze drieds, MRE's and the like. Not four bottles of barbecue sauce, vinegarette, and mayo.

Cruise has the only functioning vehicle in a city of disabled vehicles. He eventually realizes that this does make him a target and he starts getting cautious but still manages to lose the vehicle to a mob. Heres the thing…he had to traverse some waterway so that meant a ferry or tunnel, both of which were natural chokepoints. Since he established that replacing the solenoid (!!!) was all that was needed, he should have grabbed some tools and solenoids for some common vehicles (remember, in this movie Cruise is a car guy) and beat feet with the rest of the masses until he was on the other side….then find a vehicle, repair it and get the hell out of dodge.

Killing the guy in the basement. Man, that was a tough call. If it had been just me I'd have either left or found a different place to hide. If I had a loved one along who couldnt take care of themselves and this was the only safe place and nutjobguy was about to blow our cover? Mmmm…well, its an ugly world so I guess I'd do it. Wouldnt be happy about it though.

Major kudos to the news crew that was salvaging bottled water and food from the plane wreck. Exactly the thing to do.

Things learned:
Have the bare minimum (BOB) ready to go.
If your stuck in a population center you must have multiple exits mapped out
Its quite often better to go to ground, hide and wait for the bad stuff to pass over
Panicked sheeple are dangerous. Be alert. Avoid other people.

War Of The Worlds

In terms of reviewing the movie as a whole, which isnt really what this post is about, I’d say it was okay. Definitely did a great job of keeping the stress on. My interests were more in the aspects of the characters situations and how they relate to my own anticipated situations.

Cut for spoilage

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Originally published at Notes from the bunker…. You can comment here or there.

I always hoped Eric Rudolph would give some insight into how he survived on the lam for several years. USA today (no link, sadly) had a little something.

Eric Rudolph tells how he eluded FBI
By Blake Morrison, USA TODAY

ANDREWS, N.C. — During Eric Rudolph's five years on the lam, despite a nationwide manhunt and a million-dollar bounty, a transient appears to have come closer to catching the serial bomber than did any federal agent.
Eric Rudolph smiles as he leaves a federal courthouse in this June 22, 2004 file photo, in Huntsville, Ala.
Haraz Ghanbari, AP

The search for Rudolph, sought in four bombings that killed two people and injured more than a hundred, always focused in this region — a densely wooded area in the western part of North Carolina. Rudolph had spent his teenage years here and had returned as an adult in the early 1990s, supporting himself doing carpentry.

In letters to his mother written from a jail cell in Birmingham, Ala., Rudolph describes how he repeatedly crept into this town of 1,600, even after scores of federal agents had set up their headquarters just blocks away. He tells of raiding Dumpsters and gardens, of stealing grain from silos and transporting it in a truck he stole from a used car lot. He also recounts how he feared he had been discovered during a chance encounter at a trash pile less than two years into hiding.

“We did the best job we could do,” says Woody Enderson, the FBI agent who headed the task force hunting for Rudolph until he retired in August 1999. “But to my knowledge, we never physically saw him.”
READ RUDOLPH'S LETTERS

CLICK HERE to read selected letters from Eric Rudolph.

His mother, Pat Rudolph, shared the letters with USA TODAY in the hope of showing a fuller picture of her son. He has granted no interviews and has released only an 11-page statement when he pleaded guilty April 13.

The 200-plus pages of letters, written freehand, offer the most complete account to date about how he survived in the wild. He describes what he ate, how he slept, even how he kept himself amused. He also tells, for the first time, how he was caught by a local cop.

Based on those letters, among them one he sent to an anti-abortion Web site in May, USA TODAY retraced Rudolph's steps and interviewed those whose lives were unwittingly touched.

The letters say nothing about whether others knowingly helped Rudolph; Enderson says neither he nor the FBI believes Rudolph had help. Nor do the letters contain explicit directions to his hide-outs in the mountains around Andrews and Murphy, N.C.

Those points are of little interest to Rudolph's mother. She's still trying to understand why the boy she raised turned into a terrorist — a man who signed his Mother's Day card to her “Your wayward son.”

But as Pat Rudolph reads her son's words, she allows herself to set aside his crimes. In her mind's eye, she lets Eric Rudolph take her with him on his clandestine journeys, to show her how he survived on the run.

'A piece of providence'

“You said you liked my little anecdotes,” he writes in a July 27, 2004, letter, “so I have a little tale you may find entertaining.”

The time is fall 1999, probably mid-October. “On this particular night, the air was cool, fall having started a month before,” he writes. “I was hesitant to get out from under my improvised bed, which was made of leaves and plastic.”

But he was hungry. He needed food. Forget hunting. He had found an easier — if riskier — way of getting it that summer, he writes. Under cover of darkness, he would slip into Andrews, where scores of federal agents had made an old sewing factory their headquarters.

On his way in, he would help himself to vegetables from two enormous gardens. Then, he would wade across the Valley River and sneak behind the McDonald's, picking through the burgers tossed out at closing. He would go behind the grocery store across the street and raid the trash bin there. Sometimes, he'd even scrounge through the trash at Civic Cinema, looking for unsold popcorn.

He started toward town before midnight, he writes, and “the mountain trail down to the road was steep and full of obstacles. Having to traverse it in the dark without a flashlight was something that was done primarily from memory. Each step must be calculated and correlated with the surrounding shadows produced by the trees and the general landscape. Once you get used to the step count and how the trail looks at night, it becomes fairly easy.”

At the road — based on the descriptions in his letter, most likely Airport Road just outside the Andrews city limits — he paused “in a clump of bushes and shrubs” and waited for traffic to subside. Then, Rudolph writes, he headed down to the gardens.

“The gardens were a piece of providence; a real Godsend to have these two big, well-tended and continually stocked gardens right on the way to town,” he writes. “Probably tended by two retired couples living next door to each other, these gardens were a regular cornucopia of plant life.”

That, in fact, was how it used to be, recalls Gene Webb. He's 77 now and doesn't plant as much as he used to. But based on Rudolph's descriptions, Webb may be the gardener who, along with his brother, unwittingly fed a fugitive. Webb's house sits where Rudolph describes. The gardens lie side by side, just across the road from his house. And when the weather turns cold, Webb covers his gardens with a plastic tarp to guard against frost, just as Rudolph recalls.

“I had to be extremely gentle with the frozen plastic,” he writes, “for across the street, on the porch of the gardener's house, was my nemesis: a 20-pound pile of canine crap named 'Fluffy,' waiting patiently on guard for the slightest noise.

“Every time I would go to the garden, he would be there watching, waiting,” he writes of the dog. “A sound from the garden would send him into a rage, forcing my hasty retreat. I tried to make friends by feeding him (McDonald's) hamburgers, but he would have none of my blackmail. He hated me, and I hated him, and the battle would continue every time I invaded his territory.”

If Rudolph is referring to Webb's dog, the name is Blue, not Fluffy. And he's a Black Labrador, weighing about 100 pounds these days. But like the dog Rudolph remembers, Blue has always been protective, Webb says. “This one'll bark when somebody passes,” he says with a nod toward Blue.

As for any signs that Rudolph had visited, Webb thinks for a moment. “Someone could get a dozen ears and you wouldn't know it,” he says. “Now my brother, he got to missing a lot of tomatoes.”

Former FBI agent Enderson says he isn't surprised. “There were thefts from gardens that had never had thefts before,” he says. Rudolph, he says, “was absolutely resourceful.”

'Lick the floor'

On that October night, Rudolph writes, “everything went smoothly and I proceeded to bag my take and put it under the bushes on the side of the road where I would retrieve it on my way back. And then I covered the last leg of my trek down to the intersection” just across the river from Andrews.

Instead of using the well-lighted bridge, Rudolph opted to cross the Valley River. A drought had left the water level low, and Rudolph had “improvised a pair of waders made out of plastic garbage bags and string,” he writes. “I would put these on and cross the river just upstream from the bridge.

“Once over my first stop was the green garbage can behind Gibson Furniture, where I usually find a couple of items of interest. Cigarettes, lovely cigarettes, half smoked and many of them. A little work back at camp, cut the filters down and wipe the remainder with a clean towel, and you have nicotine-induced bliss.”

Virgil Gibson, 62, who owns the store, says he had no idea Rudolph was smoking his spent Marlboro Lights. “Oh mercy,” he says with a chuckle. “That's unusual.”

After Rudolph was caught on May 31, 2003, Gibson says the FBI interviewed him. But not about any cigarettes. Rather, they had found a magazine at one of Rudolph's mountain campsites.

“It was addressed to me,” he says. “It had my name on it.”

Indeed, Rudolph proved an avid reader. “Also at Gibson's can,” he writes, “are USA TODAY newspapers — two, sometimes three a week. This was a good find, for I spent a good deal of my days reading and re-reading these papers.

“Often as I went about my weekly late night chores,” he writes, “I would think about the articles I had read that day, and engage in debates with myself about the latest issue of interest in the news, or I would invent comedy routines based upon something in the paper that I had found to be funny.”

In one article, he writes, “human rights groups were protesting the abuse of factory workers in Vietnam. Apparently, Nike shoe factories in Vietnam employ a large number of young females as workers, and these are usually managed by middle-aged South Korean males. … One of the accusations involved these managers forcing the girls, when (they) misbehaved, to run around the factory, and also they were made to lick the floor. On this particular night the dialogue with myself was based upon an imagined scene between these abused girls and their tyrant boss.”

The article was published Oct. 4, 1999. It is just as Rudolph describes. “In other Vietnam factories,” one sentence reads, “workers had been slapped with shoes or ordered to lick factory floors.”

“In my best Oriental accent, I would run the dialogue back and forth,” Rudolph recalls in his letter. “In a light voice I had the imaginary manager say, 'You lick the floor. You run round factory now.'

” 'No, I don't want to lick floor. Oh prease don't make lick floor,' lamented the cringing, crying girls. … And on and on this improvised skit would go as I sifted through the garbage,” he writes. That night, he was searching for a way to improve his leaf sleeping bag, he writes. “Right on top was the very thing: (a) large piece of plastic perfectly draped over the top of a long rectangular box. Pulling the plastic off the box, I proceeded to fold it up, all the while continuing with my running dialogue between the fictitious manager and shop girls.”

That's when he saw the man — and when the man saw him.

'Would he tell?'

“Out of the corner of my eye, just as I was finishing this line, the long rectangular box began to slowly open like a coffin lid in a vampire movie, and there in the box was the barely visible figure of a human being,” he writes. “My thoughts started racing. 'Was this an ambush? Did someone see me going through the garbage on a previous night and set this up?' With my heart in my throat, the figure suddenly spoke.

” 'Who's making you lick the floor, buddy?' said the figure. His voice came hard … ” he writes, “and had probably been damaged by years of alcohol and cigarettes. Suddenly it came to me. 'This is a bum. … Without thinking I said, 'Nobody … nobody is making me lick the floor,' and slowly moved away, back towards the river.”

But Rudolph couldn't help but worry. “Did he recognize me? Would he run and tell? I thought to myself. I made my way quickly back across (the river), splashing through the cold water, and climbing up the bank, my half-soaked body was beginning to feel the cold,” he writes. Then he looked back. The transient hadn't moved.

“It looked good so far, but was he just waiting to catch his breath before leaving?” he writes. “Then, after several tense moments, he lit up a cigarette, and every few drags on his smoke, he would let out a few gut-wrenching coughs. After finishing his cigarette, he lifted the lid on his box, climbed back in, and laid back down to sleep.”

Rudolph writes that he waited a week before heading into town again. “But needless to say,” he writes, “I began to approach garbage a little differently.”

'The staple that sustained me'

In another letter — one Rudolph apparently also sent to a Web site run by a militant anti-abortion group called the Army of God — he writes about how he drew hundreds of pounds of corn, wheat and soybeans from silos even as authorities set up a speed trap a few feet away. A mix of the three grains — boiled, then pounded into pancakes and fried — proved to be “the staple that sustained me for many years,” he writes in the letter, dated Sept. 11, 2004.

During his trips into Andrews that October 1999, Rudolph had stolen garbage cans from stores, he writes. He swiped garbage bags from the Dumpsters at McDonald's. He washed them in the river and then began filling them with grain from silos along Airport Road, in a town named Marble halfway between Murphy and Andrews.

At night, he climbed to the top of a silo, opened a hatch and scooped the feed into the trash bags, he writes. Then he dumped the bags in the garbage cans, which he stored behind a lone building across the road from the silos.

“One night I had to wait atop the silo for a few hours as a state trooper set up across the road at the church to lay in ambush for hapless speeders,” he writes. “He would race off and catch one, and after writing his ticket he'd return to his spot next to the church.”

Based on his description of the silos and the building, the “church” appears to be a structure that housed a racquetball court that doctors and other professionals built years ago.

Once, he writes, he thought he had been spotted by a hunter along the creek behind the building. He scurried up a ridge and waited for the feds, he writes. “I realized they weren't coming. For whatever reason, the hunter didn't divulge what happened,” Rudolph surmises.

No matter. Rudolph resumed his harvest. In the letter, he talks about how he scoped out a truck to haul the filled garbage cans back to one of his camps. He spotted it on a used car lot about a mile from the silos. “A nice dark blue 1996 four wheel drive Chevrolet Silverado was the truck of choice,” he writes.

He apparently stole it and transported the filled garbage cans on Halloween 1999. A police report filed in Andrews and subsequently with the Cherokee County Sheriff's Department shows that a 1996 Chevrolet Silverado disappeared from the lot of Buy Rite Motors between Oct. 30, 1999, and Nov. 1, when it was reported stolen. Rudolph mentioned Buy Rite in his letter. The stolen truck wasn't dark blue, though. It was black.

“At this time there are no leads,” a deputy handling the case writes.

Until USA TODAY contacted the owner of Buy Rite Motors late last month, it appears no one had any idea that Rudolph was the thief. The Silverado was recovered a few weeks after it was stolen, owner Paul Pollina says. “When they found that truck,” he recalls, “they didn't even dust for fingerprints or anything.”

Former FBI agent Enderson says he's “confident” that no one ever connected the stolen truck to Rudolph. “There was a point in time when we had told local authorities to notify us of any stolen vehicles,” he says. “But that was early on. By October of '99, it probably had slipped their mind or something like that.”

In the letter, Rudolph hints that he even encountered police on the way back with the grain. “But just wait until you hear about the time the cops took me to get some gas for my stolen truck,” the letter ends. “Maybe next time.”

'He had me'

On May 29, 2004 — almost a year to the day after his capture — Rudolph decided to tell his mother what happened the night a rookie cop spotted and arrested him behind the Save-A-Lot grocery store in Murphy.

“It was a Saturday night, like other Saturday nights, a good night for garbage,” he writes in a letter. “I had a good pile of bananas already, but thought I could get more and end my fruit drying early this year, and this is how I ended up at the Dumpster that night. I told myself not to go out, for I had plenty of bananas already, and enough Taco Bell burritos to cure an anorexic. Pushing aside my fears, I left the camp.”

He writes about walking down the trail in the darkness, about trying to cross the highway over a bridge, about how sometimes, if a car approached, he'd have to “hang over the side of the bridge on the other side of the rail,” the shallow river about 50 feet below.

“Finally, I get over the bridge and make my way through the field to the back of the Save-A-Lot's Dumpsters. … At this point, I'm blind as to what is coming around the sides of the building, and have to rely solely on the sight of headlights. … So I sit in the field looking from side to side, waiting for the patrol.”

The police officer, he writes, drives by “usually once an hour, but on the weekends, with drunks and teenagers to deal with, his schedule is uncertain. For three years I have dodged him, on many a cold night he has come within inches of finding me. One night, while I was hiding in the Dumpster at Taco Bell, he got out of his car, went into the Dumpster area and (urinated) on the Dumpster I was hiding in.

“On this particular night,” Rudolph writes, “he was the least of my worries, having to haul 200 pounds of fruit up to the camp was the only thing on my mind. … I run to the Dumpster. Halfway across the asphalt out of the corner of my eye, he comes whipping around the corner of the building, with his lights off. This is unusual, for he never turns them off, and this is how I've spotted him coming around the building for three years. Maybe he watched Cops the TV show last night. … But whatever the case, he had me. I knew he would get me, if anybody could; that some FBI tactical team, and a platoon of helicopters would not do the trick, but rather this lonely rookie cop patrolling garbage cans.

“I rush behind a stack of milk crates,” Rudolph writes. “He pulls up in front of them; I think about running, about the headache of hiding, the many nights rooting through garbage, the 10 degrees below zero days when I sit in my tent all day and shiver; and I decide that I don't care. It was meant to happen. I'm sick of hiding from these worms. I'm not afraid to die. And so this is how I came to this place a year ago.”

Murphy police Officer Jeff Postell had been a cop for less than a year before spotting Rudolph early that morning, well before dawn. He said at the time that he mistook Rudolph's flashlight for a weapon, drew his gun and ordered Rudolph to the ground. “I was doing what I was supposed to do,” Postell explained.

'Flickers of light'

Pat Rudolph can't get enough of her son's stories. She sometimes wishes he were still out there, free. But if he were, then she would never be sure if he were alive. She would never read these stories.

Not every mother would be so impressed by tales of stolen trucks and thievery. But considering the crimes to which her son has confessed, Pat Rudolph allows herself to enjoy the victimless ones.

In time, she prays, her son will come to understand the magnitude of his transgressions. To see them as wrong. “There's flickers of light there that I think will eventually deaden the darkness,” Pat Rudolph says. “When he finally understands who he is, then he'll come to learn forgiveness.

“Once he comes to reconcile where that devil exists in his mind, he's going to realize all along that that devil was him.”

In these letters home from her wayward son, Pat Rudolph thinks she may have found Eric. Now, she hopes he might find himself